Friday, October 30, 2009

我,并没有那么重要

我,其实并没有那么重要..
无论是工作,朋友,甚至家人...
今天才发现真的太迟了,
来了新加坡做工,让我失去很多东西,
错过很多机会..
朋友都渐渐的忘了我,
平时一个电话,甚至一封信息都没有..
不是期待什么人的追求,
期待的只不过是朋友,家人的关心..
结果并不是那么完美...
有了距离就是有了,
怎么做,做什么还是会有着
一段远远的距离...
试想象,如果我没有来这做工的话,
在槟城我又会是怎样呢?
我想我还是像以前那样,
每天想不开,每天都不开心...
虽然当初来这做工的时候很开心,
因为我终于摆脱了那阴影..
可是怎么摆脱,都还会留下一道疤痕..
可是我没有后悔,因为我始终放下了..
可惜,当人得到了某些东西,
都回同时失去某些东西...
我该怎么办?
回去的话,我会找回那些珍贵
的感情吗,还是永远都找不回??
想到这些....
我,不禁流下了眼泪...

1 comment:

Ariel said...

hey,,didn't i tell you,you are not alone?i know sometimes we are not not always be there but that will just for a moment wat..everybody has their own things to busy of,just same as you..but then you always be in our heart isnt it?who said you are not important?who said we forget about you?you are always here sis..who said we didn't care about you??we always think of you,always talk about how are you there and so on..that's why i tel you ma..something you didn't see doesnt mean it did not exist right??although sometimes you are really chicky..but you still are one of us..one of our members in our family..don't ever feel you are alone,either you are not important k?cuz you are always be concerned without showing out obviously..
be tough,we know you are difficult..we always understand your feeling..it's just that we don't know wat to do..
forgive me..i mean that day i was moody and myb i had made a mistake that caused you to feel that you are not important..sorry dear..
love you,always,non-stop.