blogging again^^

its been 4months since i came back to penang,

here i come again...

continue writing blog due to over-boredom.

Well, i still havent get a job yet.

Living like a worm everyday now =)

everyone started to ask me,

"Hey, when are u going to find some jobs to do?"

My answer is:" Erm...dono yet^^"

hahaha~~

i left tis blog for 4 months d,

reli dono have to start from where,

so many things had happened.

Hmmm...i'll start from FOODS tat i ate these few months.

The 1st 1 was TAO, which i hope to get the chance to eat for so long.

He came back from s'pore, and brought me to TAO with his frens..

we sat in TAO @Autocity from 5.30pm - 9pm, WOW~

I just filled my stomach with alot alot of stuffs.

salmon, teriyaki chicken, abalone, grilled mutton, scallop, bla bla bla...

luckily i didn't gain weight after tat meal, haha^^

Oh ya, mom did brought me to eat Thai food at Abu Siti Lane,

Arghhh..i forgot where i put those pictures.

its delicious n cheap~!!

Another place that we just discovered is around town area,

going to try with mom this coming sat, yuhoo^^

Thai food again, 1 of mua favorita~

To Be Continued..^^

很想说，对不起和谢谢

突然，我很想跟你说声对不起!

一路以来对你的大小声，臭脾气，

我想只有你才能忍受我~

可是有时候不是我故意的啊!

是你把我气得这样的~

明天就要回去了，

突然很不舍得你，

再也没有人可以无条件的忍我，

为我做了那么多，

可能是习惯而已吧!

你可以给我点信心吗？

每当我说，

过几天你就是一个人了，

没有人陪你吃早餐，晚餐，

没有人睡在你的旁边，

没有人在你很懒惰冲凉的时候，

喊你去冲凉，

没有人在你放工回家的时候等你，

没有人陪你去进psp的game，

没有人download歌给你，

没有人给你讽刺~

可是这时你的选择，

此刻，我不禁流下了眼泪~

因为我最讨厌分离!

每次都会让我哭得死去活来!

不过，还是谢谢你陪我度过了2年~

我会尽量去维持这段感情~

他，生病了

昨天整天都没有收到他的信息，

今天早上他跟我说他生病了，

我什么都不能为他做，

也没有什么办法可以联络到他，

没有方法关心他..

因为我们唯一联络的方法就只有facebook...

真的是网络情人吗？

我不能发信息到他的facebook，

因为他曾经说过他的internet跟他的电话是联系的，

我怕会吵醒他，好像让他好好休息~

赶快好过来...

难怪他会生病，

可能是这几个星期都熬夜陪我聊天，

聊了很多很多~

我真的不知道怎样....

有什么方法可以联络他？？？？

我什么都做不到，

连最基本的关心也做不到~~~

隐藏的爱

是爱吗？还是好感？

我不知道....

只知道我不停的想他~

对于一个只见过面3次，

没有说过话的男人，

不懂也没有解释，

就是突然有了那种火花~~

心里很矛盾，不懂要怎么做？

距离太远了，该怎么维持？

这样下去可以多久？

心中有很多问号...

可以说好像网络情人吧...

可是当我说是网络情人，

我的心总会不舒服...

很像过去找他，可是太突然了吧？

更何况，只见过3次却没有说过话的男人，

真的可以相信吗？

一切都随缘吧....

因为我真的不知道要怎么办，

该怎么去控制自己还是根本不想要控制？

只可以说这又是一份被隐藏的爱，

一旦揭穿了，他，将会再次受到伤害~~

footsteps - chapter 1

Its been 3months ago since i wrote the last blog..

And now i'm back~!! woohoo~~

Alot of things happened,

where to start?? i reli dono...

I think i should start from the most imporant part,

which is i've already sent my resignation letter~!!

wad a good news, a month later,

i wont see those faces anymore,

my ladyboss asked me for a dinner,

i wanted to reject, but out of "giving face",

i dun have other reason to reject, hmm...

i was freezing when i was upon to hand the letter,

phew, i sitted in the office doing nth until 6.30pm,

hahaha, thinking how to make a start to tell,

but finally i MADE IT^^

Recently, i write myself a quote

which i think is quite useful for those

who have a thinking like tat..

"Jealousy Will Make You Surrounded by Sorrow, Hatred, Sadness,

Anger at the End, Think Twice before You Jealous"

Isn't good??

hahahaha, well, i love it so much~~

its for someone who got nothing to do in the office,

too free, too boring and keep posting

nonsense in the facebook~

she know who she is~~

i dono wad is she jealousing abt,

i juz cant figure it out~~

frens?? money?? as she said..

many frens keep away from her is juz because of her attitude,

why dun she put her face on a mirror 1st b4 backstabbing ppl??

another thing, coz of money?? WTH~

wad to do abt money?? Oh i know, maybe its just because

my salary is more higher than hers, i think so~

other than this, i cant find any reason

for her to say i snatching money v her??

rediculous i can say~

The next blog im gonna write it in chinese,

coz my english stil suxx, hahaha~

i dono how to express using english,

wad a shame for me~

but cant blame me, im not english ed~

so damn hungry now,

wad time will he be home to take me for dinner??

i oni have a packet of noodle today~~

^.^

watched AVATAR 2nd time today,

it was stil so fresh tat i never watched b4,

hehehe, so touching and exciting~

but the cinema was not fullhouse,

and i think this is the end of the movie,

it was 1 month since the movie showed,

wow, the cinema was just so cold,

even with a jacket,

but i stil feel the cold inside...

after the movie,

boredom came after...

took my lunch,

and we went back home...continue with my movie^^

2moro is monday again,

oh god, i have to see those faces again^^

reli pissed me off,

but wad to do?? im a slave of money^^

but its a process to have a better life in the future~

well, time to bed,

hope i can easily get thru my working week^^

good luck & niteZzZ to myself~

不再等待^^

等待只会带来悲伤，

更何况那是没有结果的等待，

值得吗？

试着不去等待，就没有那么痛苦...

也想通了，也许应该顺其自然吧~

而且，若等到又怎么样??

结果还是一样的~

说说我今天的心情吧，

4个字，就是“很糟很糟”

做工已经很压力了，

放了工，以为就可以有人跟我谈天，

结果就要看着一副不耐烦的死人脸，

我不知道要怎么形容，

工作时，我没有多言，根本就没有东西可以说~

以为放工可以跟他谈天，

结果........

我对回家的观念一天一天的增加，

从不退减，不会有舍不得的感觉~

我只想离开这里...

当时在槟城所受的伤已经愈合，

只是留下了很深的疤痕~

是时候回家了，

何苦让自己在外头受尽苦头？

虽然是多赚很多钱，

可是我每天还是很节省，

要买东西也要顾虑很多东西，

生活真艰苦~!!

今晚就早点睡觉吧，明天努力的做工，

把我那堆积如山的file全都清理掉，

免得别人又有闲话说我~

现在是晚上11.15pm,

GOOD NIGHT~!! MUAKXX~~

一眨眼^^

眨眼之间，还有5个星期又是农历新年了，

还记得几个月前，我还在挣扎~

一直在想几时才可以回家，

一眨眼就过了几个月，

回想起来，想起这几个月内是怎么过的，

多数都是压力的生活吧~!!

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

最后一个blog也是12月中写的，

今年的christmas是最难忘的，因为我最亲爱的家人都来了，

那段时间是我最开心的，带着他们四处的走，

虽然每天都走到很累，还不时发脾气跟妹妹吵架，

可是，还是像往常一样，多一下就好回了，

可能妹妹也长大了，有自己的想法，有自己的生活，

我也不可以多说什么了~

很开心的我都有去到orchard central, somerset, 和ION，

因为如果不是妈妈来的话，

我都不会有这个机会去那边走走，

每个星期日都只是留在家，或者出去看看戏而已，

这样的生活真的很闷~!!

因为当时拍了很多很多照片，

又懒惰upload了，只是upload在facebook而已~hehehe~

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

♥ ~2010~ ♥

31 December 2009

new year eve只是留在家而已，

看着人家在外面放鞭炮，

我却在家看戏而已，是因为隔天很早要坐巴士去kl

不用紧咯，只好早点睡觉~~

在kl 3天2夜，买了很多东西，

一个旅行bag去，可是很多个袋回来，哈哈哈，真开心~~

可是我的新年衣服都还没有买到，

因为在kl都没有看到我喜欢的，

真担心今年买不到衣服，全都好象不适合我的，

现在我一天一天的在倒数，

真希望快点到农历新年，已经是第5个月没有回家了，

很想念penang哦，还有我的好朋友们~

跟我一起加油等待农历新年啦~!!