Sunday, March 14, 2010

他,生病了

昨天整天都没有收到他的信息,
今天早上他跟我说他生病了,
我什么都不能为他做,
也没有什么办法可以联络到他,
没有方法关心他..
因为我们唯一联络的方法就只有facebook...
真的是网络情人吗?
我不能发信息到他的facebook,
因为他曾经说过他的internet跟他的电话是联系的,
我怕会吵醒他,好像让他好好休息~
赶快好过来...
难怪他会生病,
可能是这几个星期都熬夜陪我聊天,
聊了很多很多~
我真的不知道怎样....
有什么方法可以联络他????
我什么都做不到,
连最基本的关心也做不到~~~

Friday, March 12, 2010

隐藏的爱

是爱吗?还是好感?
我不知道....
只知道我不停的想他~
对于一个只见过面3次,
没有说过话的男人,
不懂也没有解释,
就是突然有了那种火花~~
心里很矛盾,不懂要怎么做?
距离太远了,该怎么维持?
这样下去可以多久?
心中有很多问号...
可以说好像网络情人吧...
可是当我说是网络情人,
我的心总会不舒服...
很像过去找他,可是太突然了吧?
更何况,只见过3次却没有说过话的男人,
真的可以相信吗?
一切都随缘吧....
因为我真的不知道要怎么办,
该怎么去控制自己还是根本不想要控制?
只可以说这又是一份被隐藏的爱,
一旦揭穿了,他,将会再次受到伤害~~

Saturday, March 6, 2010

footsteps - chapter 1

Its been 3months ago since i wrote the last blog..
And now i'm back~!! woohoo~~
Alot of things happened,
where to start?? i reli dono...
I think i should start from the most imporant part,
which is i've already sent my resignation letter~!!
wad a good news, a month later,
i wont see those faces anymore,
my ladyboss asked me for a dinner,
i wanted to reject, but out of "giving face",
i dun have other reason to reject, hmm...
i was freezing when i was upon to hand the letter,
phew, i sitted in the office doing nth until 6.30pm,
hahaha, thinking how to make a start to tell,
but finally i MADE IT^^
Recently, i write myself a quote
which i think is quite useful for those
who have a thinking like tat..
"Jealousy Will Make You Surrounded by Sorrow, Hatred, Sadness,
Anger at the End, Think Twice before You Jealous"
Isn't good??
hahahaha, well, i love it so much~~
its for someone who got nothing to do in the office,
too free, too boring and keep posting
nonsense in the facebook~
she know who she is~~
i dono wad is she jealousing abt,
i juz cant figure it out~~
frens?? money?? as she said..
many frens keep away from her is juz because of her attitude,
why dun she put her face on a mirror 1st b4 backstabbing ppl??
another thing, coz of money?? WTH~
wad to do abt money?? Oh i know, maybe its just because
my salary is more higher than hers, i think so~
other than this, i cant find any reason
for her to say i snatching money v her??
rediculous i can say~
The next blog im gonna write it in chinese,
coz my english stil suxx, hahaha~
i dono how to express using english,
wad a shame for me~
but cant blame me, im not english ed~
so damn hungry now,
wad time will he be home to take me for dinner??
i oni have a packet of noodle today~~